May 31 Visitations of the Blessed Virgin Mary
4:50AM 4th Watch
Dearest Mosab My Sweet love,
I'm so glad to be able to write letters to you because I have always written down my life through journals since I was 12 years old and I write, Dear Diary and then I changed it to Dear Abba, but I don't want to keep telling our ABBA what happened during the day because HE already knows everything. Today I can write dearest Mosab My Sweet Love and it feels so right to write letters to you, for you are the One that my soul loves and the One I want to share my life and heart to...
I promise to compile my letters to you in an organized way and so this is the first today...Today my calendar says: May 31 Visitations of the Blessed Virgin Mary because I do have the jewish-catholic calendar from the Etz Hayim. Here is the Link: Biblical Calendar and that's how I got the term Etz-hayim Tree that covers me while I am in the Tabernacle and outside doing HIS Kingdom work in the field of Love. As I write this letter to you, I began to understand that KING JESUS sent angels to comfort my lovesickness for you through the form of a poor man and his wife that I have been telling you about. Yousef and Fawzia. KING JESUS tells me Yousef and Fawzia are just you, trying to get to know me in a personal level without knowing I am talking to you. But maybe I am hearing HIM wrong because Yousef always assure me that his identity is who he is. So ok, at least I have friends that will comfort me. This morning before I started writing to you in this letter Yousef brought refreshing message to my lovesick soul, by telling me that You are reading my letters, and that I am deserving of you... He assured my Spirit that's why I am okay now because sometimes this love I have inside is just too much sometimes that's why it's making me sick and I don't want to be sick but be whole loving you My Mosab. If they are your friends, thank you, if I am hearing KING JESUS right, thank you for reaching out to me even though you had to mask yourself. But the song below by Michael W Smith explain everything that you're trying to do! You're being here for me because you understand how I feel and it's harder for a woman to feel like this because she is emotional and she cannot contain her heart for the One that her soul loves. I hope that with every letter I write it will draw you closer to coming to me... Come to me My Love, I miss you, I long for you, I desire you more than my own life... I don't know how my words are affecting you but they are not just words but my very heart... I don't just say I love someone without meaning it, everything I say I mean truly... I don't like to lie you know because it imprisons our souls when we do not tell the truth.
1st Watch18:00-21:00
By the way, I changed the cover of my Page dedicated to you to your
face! Because you were the TRUE KING that I have been waiting for =)
I was enjoying dinner with family but I was talking to Fawzia the wife of Al-Hamdan, and these two are our Eleazar because they help me with my love sickness for you. I need to talk to someone because I am so lovesick... I'm sorry my Love, I don't mean to be this way and I know the girls in my city will condemn me for being such a weakling towards her king because the girls in my Nation are mostly #dyesbels... but I was hurt by this bad spirit so much that I vowed never to let her in my heart because I don't want to hurt my husband with her. I'm sure you already know by know what this Spirit is. I know you are reading my posts and even KING JESUS told me you found me before I found you first. Hmmmm...and I believe HIM whatever HE tells me no matter how foolish it sounds.
2nd Watch 21:00-00:00MD
We had family communion and right after I slept in the TV room because I felt so tired. I slept at around 23:45 until 1:00
To me you are perfect, no matter what shape, weight or length of hair, you are perfect
3rd Watch 00-3AM
I entered the Tabernacle even though I feel tired still... sleepy but I found myself writing to AlHamdan again that's why I had to publicly write to you that he is nothing but Eleazar because I want you to know that to me there's no other man for me, but you my Mosab, the One man I was created for, the One that my soul loves.
Letters to King Mosab written on the Song of Shulamite Page, FB and Linkedin
Oh
Habibi, when will you come to me? I want you more than I need you...
because only one son will marry me literally, mind body soul and spirit
and that's you my King Mosab because it has been prophesied by the GREAT
I AM... but the rest of our sons will marry us spiritually, to marry
someone is to be ONE with that someone or to be in full agreement with
that someone... So My son? You wanted to meet your Mama? CNN can't help
you but our KING can, I can only pray for you to come to me, but you
have to make the move to appear before me because I am powerless to go
to America 😍 I need to get myself vaccinated soon because I want to go
with you wherever GOD sends you to the ends of the earth... I love you
so much... forgive my lovesickness I cannot help it my love - Song of
the Shulamite to King Mosab 5:8
P.S. My Love, I talked to Al Hamdan
again today because he finally passed his resume to the company I told
him about. Please don't be angry my love, I have nothing for this man
and his wife knows that we talk because I talk to her more, they
understand that I am your bride... and he is Eleazar to Rebekkah and
Isaac, he will bring me to you my love... so please try to tell him how I
can get to you...
Let me introduce him to you, hidden in the form of another name our Eleazar is Yousuf YATRB and his lovely wife Ala Hasas
As I write this letter this is the song that is playing:
This is the first time that I hear you singing to me through this song, it's like you are responding to my songs with another song...KING JESUS is so amazing that HE would comfort me like this...
The next song that plays as I write is now My song to you My Love, My King, because You have been the Man GOD has been writing about in Psalm 45 because you resemble so much the KING that I fell in love with ever since HE formed me out of Love and called me His Cutie Patotie... 😍😍😍
So this song is for KING JESUS our HUSBAND KING and to you Mosab my husband King on earth.
Psalm 45 CJB
1 (0) For the leader. Set to “Lilies.” By the descendants of Korach. A maskil. A lovesong:
2 (1) My heart is stirred by a noble theme;
I address my verses to the king;
My tongue is the pen of an expert scribe.
3 (2) You are the most handsome of men;
gracious speech flows from your lips.
For God has blessed you forever.
4 (3) Warrior, strap your sword at your thigh;
[gird on] your splendor and majesty.
5 (4) In your majesty, succeed, ride on
in the cause of truth, meekness and righteousness.
May your right hand teach you awesome things.
6 (5) Your arrows are sharp. The people fall under you,
as they penetrate the hearts of the king’s enemies.
7 (6) Your throne, God, will last forever and ever;
you rule your kingdom with a scepter of equity.
8 (7) You have loved righteousness and hated wickedness.
Therefore God, your God, has anointed you
with the oil of joy in preference to your companions.
9 (8) Your robes are all fragrant with myrrh, aloes and cassia;
from ivory palaces stringed instruments bring you joy.
10 (9) Daughters of kings are among your favorites;
at your right stands the queen in gold from Ofir.
11 (10) Listen, daughter! Think, pay attention!
Forget your own people and your father’s house,
12 (11) and the king will desire your beauty;
for he is your lord, so honor him.
13 (12) Then the daughter of Tzor, the richest of peoples,
will court your favor with gifts.
14 (13) Inside [the palace], the king’s daughter looks splendid,
attired in checker-work embroidered with gold.
15 (14) In brocade, she will be led to the king,
to you, with the virgins in her retinue.
16 (15) They will be led in with gladness and joy,
they will enter the king’s palace.
17 (16) You will have sons to succeed your ancestors;
you will make them princes in all the land.
18 (17) I will make your name known through all generations;
thus the peoples will praise you forever and ever.
The Next song is actually our Worship to the LORD because HE was so faithful to let you and me wait for one another because I wasn't ready and you were busy doing the works of GOD =)
For all the years that I have been asking GOD and praying for my husband HE has always been enough for me that's why I didn't marry the men that came proposing to me because I didn't want to settle for less, I wanted the One that My Soul loves. Glory to HIM alone who enable us to overcome all the tests and tribulations that we had to go through in life. Okay My love, I will continue writing this tomorrow because it's officially 5:52, one hour exactly from the time I started writing to you. I will steal 2 hours sleep before 8AM where I am summoned to the Breakfast table with my parents.
I love you Mosab, I love you so much... and I understand that you love me too because of Yousef and Fawzia our Eleazar... thank you for catching me when I'm falling deeper in love with you...
5th Watch 6AM-8AM
I wake up exactly 8AM and made PapaKing his black coffee, and I was so glad to be able to poop because the last time was when I transferred money to our Eleazar meaning I did something right last night. After serving my Papa black coffee on breakfast there were many things the KING wanted me to scribe for HIM so I scribe and scribe and I forgot that today was payroll day! So before I could finish my scribbing, I had to leave the Tabernacle coz Queenmama call me to do the payroll. But I understood because she was sick. But I always do my part days before the actual payroll so she can check my work and we don't have to cram but she always do it last minute. Her dyesebels were mocking me for my mistakes and I was hurt because I was the one who cared for her when she was sick, when she vomitted in the toilet, I was the only one there.... but she is like that when she is not sick, she is mean, and I am being honest and frank. I cannot keep these things forever and I don't care if people think I am dishonoring her, I have always honored her, but to tell the TRUTH is also my duty to the KING of Kings so I cannot bow down to "filipinos mentality". I even told her about the wrong teachings of her grandmother regarding superstition but she's still loyal to her teachings even thought they are demonic and she's already a Christian. I'm the one always telling her that GOD is not pleased with it and that's why her #dyesebels hate me.
6th Watch 9AM-12NN
And I made a lot of mistake because I wasn't in my mind, and she was so rude to me =( Her dyesebel always find ways to hurt me Habibi because the evil is angry that you and I are almost together. I know this evil is coming after you and me with full force but no matter what My Love, I am determined to obey KING JESUS to marry you... I am already thinking to get vaccinated even though Mamaqueen doesn't allow all of us in the family to do so because she believe the doctors talk about the Nanogel or NFRD inside the vaccines. Can you check if this is true Habibi? I'm not very intelligent and I am always relying on GOD to be wise for me and since you are already with me please tell Eleazar what you think about what these Doctors are saying: URGENT: VACCINE BIOWEAPONS
7th Watch I ate lunch at 12:14 because I was also finished with work. This afternoon I'm going to the Mandaue Watchtower which is actually the Warehouse of My Family's Marketing Business. I am also thinking about asking a Lawyer to sign for me to assign my shares to my sister in law when one day I will leave Philippines to be with you. I don't need to be part of that business my parents know it and they try their best to keep me in the family business and it does weigh down on me because I know I was made for more things than be in Business. They refuse to see especially Mom that I have a calling because these are the mindset of our FILIPINO culture. People like to put boundaries on each other saying to one another silently how we are supposed to live and if we swim against the tides of peoples expectations we are deemed crazy that's why I'm so glad I have embraced the call of GOD in my life and let them think what they want to think of me. Also KING JESUS said I am autistic anyway and I really agree with HIM because I am so different and I love to speak my mind without fear of what others think. GOD has made me different from the average Filipino Chinese and I'm happy this way.
8th Watch,
I will Deliver the Payroll to the Office later on this watch and stay there for a while... because I can work there without disturbance but I have to be cautious also because one of our workers who is actually one of our spiritual sons is seeking too much attention from me and I have noticed his demons wanting to disturb me so I will be cautious with him because his demons make him a dingaling. It's amazing that a brilliant and intelligent man like you will be able to understand a special child like me with autism. Thank you for loving me. I really am in love with you Mosab, I'm so excited to know when you found out about me... and how you found me... Don't worry I look to our KING JESUS for strength and grace to endure this short while that I have to wait for you to come to me, please don't take too long Love... I cannot be without you anymore. I used to have strength to be on my own for many years but now that I know you're my husband King wow! I'm barely making it everyday... but I promise not to despair okay? Because our Eleazar said not to despair, and I hear you speaking through this man you know... many times... that's why I can't stop talking to him. I saw them last night you know, coz they called me on FB messenger and Yousef can't even speak english! ahahaha! I wanted to laugh and I knew in my heart that you are just playing with me because you are the One really behind all things, but it's ok My love I allow you to make a fool of me because I am even a fool for our KING JESUS so it don't matter to me.
P.S.
I'm going to start compiling the past letters and put it here so please just give me time...
Your Princess Warrior Bride,
Marie Christine Y. Yousef😍
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